Dear January;
You have been a mediocre month, however a fair amount better than several of those last year, Go you!
However, You do not compare to Last year's January by far, sorry; But last year's January really was simply amazing, and I'd trade you for that January any day (or month as it seems).
So thank-you; for allowing a new start, and allowing that start to start off quite okay!
Lets face it January, it could have been worse, right?
You have given me one or two good memories and have allowed me to look forward to the rest of the year; you have really got me focused on what needs to be focused on. You have given me a lot of time to think; and that has really helped, so thank you.
You have really been a roller coaster month; with a lot of emotional ups and downs, but all of which worth it in the end; You have left me not willing to get off just yet. And although you are now over, this ride is not, but thank you for your part journey whilst it has lasted.
Although you have been awfully cold, I guess that isn't your fault, I will have to blame the Earth's rotation and gravity towards the sun for that, though you could have at least persuaded some clouds to move on and allow some sunlight.
Looking back on all my posts, there is not much I can pick out as being super amazing about you; you have given me a new favourite piercing, some simply amazing t shirts(which arrived today might I add!), however the exam period was really not appreciated.
So yes; Thank you January.
You have been wonderful.
Yours Sincerely,
Louise.
x
Monday 31 January 2011
Sunday 30 January 2011
30/01 - Lazy day.
Hey everyone;
I didn't do a lot today, Ben came round and visited Timothy which was quite awesome.
I ate a pot of re-freezed melted ice cream; which was.. interesting to say the least.
And then fell asleep for the majority of the remaining day.
also; I have a biology assignment I haven't done due in tomorrow, and I have also lost it.
Hm.
I didn't do a lot today, Ben came round and visited Timothy which was quite awesome.
I ate a pot of re-freezed melted ice cream; which was.. interesting to say the least.
And then fell asleep for the majority of the remaining day.
also; I have a biology assignment I haven't done due in tomorrow, and I have also lost it.
Hm.
Saturday 29 January 2011
29/01 - Questions.
Hello;
Well, Today I did a whole bunch of nothing.
So that is that; I guess it is time to fill this entry with a whole bunch of waffle and philosophical shit. (Excuse the language).
I can't write when I am listening to music; especially not to music as good as Greg Holden; Singing along just makes me feel that little bit better. His lyrics and genius and are just.. un-describable.
I'm thinking of you; are you thinking of me too?
And so I shall let my mind wonder, and words flow;
So many questions are always left un-answered. And so I question why; but that too is also left un-answered.
Un-answered questions just lead to more un-answerable questions; and those original un-answered questions are often answerable. The problem being, the person whom you ask. Why is it they specify on not answering certain questions; and why is it those questions you ask, that they do not feel there is any need to answer; is beyond important to you?. And why is that they just cannot see that? More questions. Questionably un-answerable questions. The majority of the times It is unexplainable as to why you need an answer to that question, and as to why it is so important that they answer. I now come to believe, it is impossible anyone will ever explain, answer or understand this. But can I accept that new found fact?
I don't believe I can, and frankly, why should I?
Questions deserve to be answered, why else would they originally be asked? Questions are formed by a spike of interest, or lack of understanding, a need to know more; and why should you deprive someone of that.
Though the answer may cause grief, pain or hurt, sooner or later that un-answered question will lead to more questions; possibly un-answerable; and that will just amplify the pain or hurt.
Un-answered questions leads the mind to wonder freely. And the longer the mind wonders; the more answers it unveils; the more extreme it drifts from the true answer, the more pain and hurt the mind under-goes. The mind often diverts to the worst-case-scenario when not given an answer - 'why else would someone not answer?' And that is unfair.
I accept that not all questions can be answered; and that does not particularly bother me.
It is more that people do not attempt to answer them, do not try.
Why?.
Who?
What?
Where?
When?.
Well, Today I did a whole bunch of nothing.
So that is that; I guess it is time to fill this entry with a whole bunch of waffle and philosophical shit. (Excuse the language).
I can't write when I am listening to music; especially not to music as good as Greg Holden; Singing along just makes me feel that little bit better. His lyrics and genius and are just.. un-describable.
I'm thinking of you; are you thinking of me too?
And so I shall let my mind wonder, and words flow;
So many questions are always left un-answered. And so I question why; but that too is also left un-answered.
Un-answered questions just lead to more un-answerable questions; and those original un-answered questions are often answerable. The problem being, the person whom you ask. Why is it they specify on not answering certain questions; and why is it those questions you ask, that they do not feel there is any need to answer; is beyond important to you?. And why is that they just cannot see that? More questions. Questionably un-answerable questions. The majority of the times It is unexplainable as to why you need an answer to that question, and as to why it is so important that they answer. I now come to believe, it is impossible anyone will ever explain, answer or understand this. But can I accept that new found fact?
I don't believe I can, and frankly, why should I?
Questions deserve to be answered, why else would they originally be asked? Questions are formed by a spike of interest, or lack of understanding, a need to know more; and why should you deprive someone of that.
Though the answer may cause grief, pain or hurt, sooner or later that un-answered question will lead to more questions; possibly un-answerable; and that will just amplify the pain or hurt.
Un-answered questions leads the mind to wonder freely. And the longer the mind wonders; the more answers it unveils; the more extreme it drifts from the true answer, the more pain and hurt the mind under-goes. The mind often diverts to the worst-case-scenario when not given an answer - 'why else would someone not answer?' And that is unfair.
I accept that not all questions can be answered; and that does not particularly bother me.
It is more that people do not attempt to answer them, do not try.
Why?.
Who?
What?
Where?
When?.
28/01 - A decent Day.
Hi guys;
Today is Friday.
I love Fridays; weekend is near, only three lessons, and no homework needs to be done.
Today I had double math and Chemistry, all of which was mediocre.
Then all my school friends and I (Bar one who joined about ten minutes before I left). All walked to a friend's house and we played a board game called " The game of Life" I think? Anyway, more importantly, I won. And I never win.
Then we started watching Knocked up; which is a must-see film; and about 5 minutes in guys just started appearing every 5 minutes or so, killing the "girls night in" but no one cared anyway. Then we ordered Piza, I ate, then I left for babysitting.
Had to move the sofa forward because I have such bad Eye sight, and Ben came and bought ice cream with him which was awesome. I bought all my text books with me (which is a lot) but only did two math questions, so it was a bit of a waste; the TV , after being able to now see it, distracted me.
Got back at half one; and am now writing this;
Good night!
Today is Friday.
I love Fridays; weekend is near, only three lessons, and no homework needs to be done.
Today I had double math and Chemistry, all of which was mediocre.
Then all my school friends and I (Bar one who joined about ten minutes before I left). All walked to a friend's house and we played a board game called " The game of Life" I think? Anyway, more importantly, I won. And I never win.
Then we started watching Knocked up; which is a must-see film; and about 5 minutes in guys just started appearing every 5 minutes or so, killing the "girls night in" but no one cared anyway. Then we ordered Piza, I ate, then I left for babysitting.
Had to move the sofa forward because I have such bad Eye sight, and Ben came and bought ice cream with him which was awesome. I bought all my text books with me (which is a lot) but only did two math questions, so it was a bit of a waste; the TV , after being able to now see it, distracted me.
Got back at half one; and am now writing this;
Good night!
Thursday 27 January 2011
27/01 - What am I to You?.
Hi;
I think I have injured my wrist; it has been feeling like a weak sprain for days and now it's getting annoying because it is my writting and it just constantly hurts and is amplified when I move it or lift things. Joy.
Have you ever questioned things, yourself, people, life?.
What if's , maybe's, unanswerable questions.
Why am I still here?
How can I still feel like this?
Why wont it go away?
What am I doing wrong?
Will this ever change?
Will it ever go away?
What are you thinking?
Why are you doing this to me?
When did this all start to go wrong?
Could it ever change?
Could it ever go back to how it was?.
What am I to you?.
I think I have injured my wrist; it has been feeling like a weak sprain for days and now it's getting annoying because it is my writting and it just constantly hurts and is amplified when I move it or lift things. Joy.
Have you ever questioned things, yourself, people, life?.
What if's , maybe's, unanswerable questions.
Why am I still here?
How can I still feel like this?
Why wont it go away?
What am I doing wrong?
Will this ever change?
Will it ever go away?
What are you thinking?
Why are you doing this to me?
When did this all start to go wrong?
Could it ever change?
Could it ever go back to how it was?.
What am I to you?.
Wednesday 26 January 2011
26/01- z
I hate the way you're nice to me,
And the way that you are fair;
I hate the way you talk to me
I hate it when you care.
I hate you're stupid letters
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much, My eyes run dry,
Am I completely Blind?
I hate the way you're never wrong,
The way you read between the lines;
I hate it when you make me smile,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate the way you're not around
And the fact you'll never be,
But most of all, I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
And the way that you are fair;
I hate the way you talk to me
I hate it when you care.
I hate you're stupid letters
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much, My eyes run dry,
Am I completely Blind?
I hate the way you're never wrong,
The way you read between the lines;
I hate it when you make me smile,
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate the way you're not around
And the fact you'll never be,
But most of all, I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
♥.
Sunday 23 January 2011
23/01- Julia Nunes - You Were.
You were.
If you were the ground beneath my feet
I'd find a way to float or just walk so gently
If you were the star in the night sky
I'd figure out how to fly or just walk with my head high
They pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down
Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside
Babies grow and buy their own homes
To fill with families of their own
If you were the clouds that bring the shadows
The dark won't make me sad, though I miss you
I'll make shadow puppets and I'll laugh
Because I know you'd love it
And I'll cry a little too
If I were God, I'd destroy all religion
Abolish all divisions and leave the world with love
And I'd probably take you up with me
Because we're selfish here above
Yeah they pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down
Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside
Babies grow and buy their own homes
To fill with families of their own
We've lost a lot, but we've got much more
And if you need comfort, that's what we're here for
And if the ground shall crumble, and the stars shall fall
I will hold your hand and we'll both stand tall
They pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down
Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside
Babies grow and buy their own homes
To fill with families of their own
I'm not so scared, I'm not so scared
I'm not so scared, I'm not so scared .
If you were the ground beneath my feet
I'd find a way to float or just walk so gently
If you were the star in the night sky
I'd figure out how to fly or just walk with my head high
They pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down
Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside
Babies grow and buy their own homes
To fill with families of their own
If you were the clouds that bring the shadows
The dark won't make me sad, though I miss you
I'll make shadow puppets and I'll laugh
Because I know you'd love it
And I'll cry a little too
If I were God, I'd destroy all religion
Abolish all divisions and leave the world with love
And I'd probably take you up with me
Because we're selfish here above
Yeah they pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down
Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside
Babies grow and buy their own homes
To fill with families of their own
We've lost a lot, but we've got much more
And if you need comfort, that's what we're here for
And if the ground shall crumble, and the stars shall fall
I will hold your hand and we'll both stand tall
They pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down
Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside
Babies grow and buy their own homes
To fill with families of their own
I'm not so scared, I'm not so scared
I'm not so scared, I'm not so scared .
22/01- Julia Nunes - Odd
My foot's asleep and so is my brain.
If I'm in pain then I dont feel it,
my face should reveal it.
I am grinning as they're cutting me in half, and all I can do is laugh.
I am cold unfeeling and odd
and you should thank god
that we are on separate sides of the state. Hope you're okay
at least I gave you something to hate
I am frantically flailing, woozy inhaling these fumes that won't put me to sleep.
Taking drugs that wont cure me, so I'll just stay pure please relinquish those secrets you keep
I am cold unfeeling and odd
and you should thank god
that we are on separate sides of the state. Hope you're okay
at least I gave you something to hate.
- Odd
If I'm in pain then I dont feel it,
my face should reveal it.
I am grinning as they're cutting me in half, and all I can do is laugh.
I am cold unfeeling and odd
and you should thank god
that we are on separate sides of the state. Hope you're okay
at least I gave you something to hate
I am frantically flailing, woozy inhaling these fumes that won't put me to sleep.
Taking drugs that wont cure me, so I'll just stay pure please relinquish those secrets you keep
I am cold unfeeling and odd
and you should thank god
that we are on separate sides of the state. Hope you're okay
at least I gave you something to hate.
- Odd
Friday 21 January 2011
21/01- TGIs
Hi;
I have no time to write this; as I have only just got back home, but I want to make sure I get it done before it changes to the 22nd!
I had my last exam today, and it was better than expected.
I went to TGI Fridays with a bunch of awesome people.
The end!.
I have no time to write this; as I have only just got back home, but I want to make sure I get it done before it changes to the 22nd!
I had my last exam today, and it was better than expected.
I went to TGI Fridays with a bunch of awesome people.
The end!.
Thursday 20 January 2011
20/01- Sigh.
Hello;
And so another dreary day has passed; thank God.
Today was a whole bunch of boring uneventful nothing; Had math during lunch, mm five period day...
Then geography last, and with my exam tomorrow you'd think we would do something more productive than describing, annotating and such a peanut-butter and jam sandwich; all it achieved was a few tummy grumbles on my behalf. Oh, and a realisation of " oh shoot, I really haven't done any revision". Though, my theory is, I wont learn anything in the little time I have left now, so what's the point?! Right?.
I have a ton of work due in for Monday, so there goes my nice relaxing-ish weekend after all of my exams.
Also; all those silly year 11's and 10s complaining about their stupid GCSE exams are really annoying me this week, no one cares. Seriously. I never complained THAT much, it's just ridiculous, I'll swap one of my exams for four of yours. "There was a freaking 4 mark question on my math paper! Oh my goshhh!!!11one!1". Ugh. I get twelve markers on mine; get over it. "What did you put for that multi choice..". Need I say anything?.
So, one more exam, then TGIs, It's going to be luuuuuuuush; cannot wait. Though I may be walking home all the way from Reading as the train wont be running as it will be too late, and my mum broke the car.. so yes. Fun.
I wish I could just read what you are saying; let alone between the lines, I just don't get you and your mind.
Night.
And so another dreary day has passed; thank God.
Today was a whole bunch of boring uneventful nothing; Had math during lunch, mm five period day...
Then geography last, and with my exam tomorrow you'd think we would do something more productive than describing, annotating and such a peanut-butter and jam sandwich; all it achieved was a few tummy grumbles on my behalf. Oh, and a realisation of " oh shoot, I really haven't done any revision". Though, my theory is, I wont learn anything in the little time I have left now, so what's the point?! Right?.
I have a ton of work due in for Monday, so there goes my nice relaxing-ish weekend after all of my exams.
Also; all those silly year 11's and 10s complaining about their stupid GCSE exams are really annoying me this week, no one cares. Seriously. I never complained THAT much, it's just ridiculous, I'll swap one of my exams for four of yours. "There was a freaking 4 mark question on my math paper! Oh my goshhh!!!11one!1". Ugh. I get twelve markers on mine; get over it. "What did you put for that multi choice..". Need I say anything?.
So, one more exam, then TGIs, It's going to be luuuuuuuush; cannot wait. Though I may be walking home all the way from Reading as the train wont be running as it will be too late, and my mum broke the car.. so yes. Fun.
I wish I could just read what you are saying; let alone between the lines, I just don't get you and your mind.
Night.
Wednesday 19 January 2011
19/01- Shooting Star.
Hey everyone;
For the last 3 days I have been thinking it is Friday. And it upsets me when I realise it isn't; not even close. Because then all my exams will be out the way, and I will have the weekend all to do a bunch of nothing. Thank god. I cannot wait.
So, We hit a thousand views yesterday. The big triple 'O. That's fairly awesome, thanks guys!
On other news, Greg Holden makes me melt, his voice is perfection. He solves all my problems, calms my mind like nothing else. His lyrics are indescribable, his voice is just so natural it is beautiful. He isn't as famous as he deserves to be, the world just is not fair! Oh. and he has a beautiful face, and sexy facial hair ;).
Greg Holden - She's got Something
Mmmm.
Though, I prefer his first album: A word in edgeways<3.
I'm hoping to see him this April on the 21st in London, would be a dream come true.
School was un-eventful today so, not much not say about that, becoming more and more worried about my geography exam each day, but well, it will soon be over right?.
You know, that feeling like something is just.. not there. You can't quite put your finger on it, but nevertheless it is there eating away at you.
Or when you feel yourself biting your tongue when talking to someone before you let everything loose, because you just can't cope with the outcome, and the pressure of not being able to talk to a single person about it, you just do not know what to do.
I wish I was a star up in the night sky; where everyone could see me shine my brightest, and no one can see my faults because I am too far away; too far away for anyone to touch me, to hurt me, to break me. And then when I die, and fade; I become a symbol for people to wish on, to give hope.
I wish I could give hope.
Goodnight World.
For the last 3 days I have been thinking it is Friday. And it upsets me when I realise it isn't; not even close. Because then all my exams will be out the way, and I will have the weekend all to do a bunch of nothing. Thank god. I cannot wait.
So, We hit a thousand views yesterday. The big triple 'O. That's fairly awesome, thanks guys!
On other news, Greg Holden makes me melt, his voice is perfection. He solves all my problems, calms my mind like nothing else. His lyrics are indescribable, his voice is just so natural it is beautiful. He isn't as famous as he deserves to be, the world just is not fair! Oh. and he has a beautiful face, and sexy facial hair ;).
Greg Holden - She's got Something
Mmmm.
Though, I prefer his first album: A word in edgeways<3.
I'm hoping to see him this April on the 21st in London, would be a dream come true.
School was un-eventful today so, not much not say about that, becoming more and more worried about my geography exam each day, but well, it will soon be over right?.
You know, that feeling like something is just.. not there. You can't quite put your finger on it, but nevertheless it is there eating away at you.
Or when you feel yourself biting your tongue when talking to someone before you let everything loose, because you just can't cope with the outcome, and the pressure of not being able to talk to a single person about it, you just do not know what to do.
I wish I was a star up in the night sky; where everyone could see me shine my brightest, and no one can see my faults because I am too far away; too far away for anyone to touch me, to hurt me, to break me. And then when I die, and fade; I become a symbol for people to wish on, to give hope.
I wish I could give hope.
Goodnight World.
Tuesday 18 January 2011
18/01- Uneventful.
Hello;
I assume you have read the title, and that basically sums up my day.
Ele forced me into geography revision during my free period (which went surprisingly well) but it was more an interrogation, which has now scared me about my exam.
Timothy refrained from pooping and peeing on me all day; though he did bite me (I had held food in my hand before hand though so, I probably smelt yummy to him..)
My entries just get shorter and shorter.. My life is so Uneventful.
Night.
I assume you have read the title, and that basically sums up my day.
Ele forced me into geography revision during my free period (which went surprisingly well) but it was more an interrogation, which has now scared me about my exam.
Timothy refrained from pooping and peeing on me all day; though he did bite me (I had held food in my hand before hand though so, I probably smelt yummy to him..)
My entries just get shorter and shorter.. My life is so Uneventful.
Night.
Monday 17 January 2011
17/01- Pure laziness.
Hi;
Today was uneventful, as most school days are.
Biology; free (Hi-light of my day to be honest, chatted with friends about a lot, and it was great conversation, if not fairly random). And then 'Healthy living'. I'm doing ceramics this term, I miss art so much! I despise clay work, but I'd do anything for an hour in the art dept.; haha.
Then I had c2 Math; mm. Logarithms and exponentials..
Lunch; and then started M3 in Chemistry.
Oh, and not to forget the most joyous and fun part of my day; what I live for - Geography after school lesson. All the cool people go.. (Mainly because it's basicly compulsory for the whole 12 of us in our year who take geography). But this will all end (sadly) after my geography exam on Friday.
I bought all my art coursework home today; stole my final piece off the wall, hope art don't mind!
I might upload a picture of it at some point; though it's more something to be seen in person, and a photo would just make it look terrible - It is a 3D heart threaded with flowers and fabric etcetc.
Timothy has a wheel now. Maybe he will be less fat now; though currently he is scared of it.. *sigh*.
Goodnight.
Today was uneventful, as most school days are.
Biology; free (Hi-light of my day to be honest, chatted with friends about a lot, and it was great conversation, if not fairly random). And then 'Healthy living'. I'm doing ceramics this term, I miss art so much! I despise clay work, but I'd do anything for an hour in the art dept.; haha.
Then I had c2 Math; mm. Logarithms and exponentials..
Lunch; and then started M3 in Chemistry.
Oh, and not to forget the most joyous and fun part of my day; what I live for - Geography after school lesson. All the cool people go.. (Mainly because it's basicly compulsory for the whole 12 of us in our year who take geography). But this will all end (sadly) after my geography exam on Friday.
I bought all my art coursework home today; stole my final piece off the wall, hope art don't mind!
I might upload a picture of it at some point; though it's more something to be seen in person, and a photo would just make it look terrible - It is a 3D heart threaded with flowers and fabric etcetc.
Timothy has a wheel now. Maybe he will be less fat now; though currently he is scared of it.. *sigh*.
Goodnight.
Sunday 16 January 2011
16/01- boredom.
Hey;
Today I attempted to revise Geography.
And that is all.
Oh; I also cleaned out my hedgehog's cage, and changed his bedding to kitchen roll cause he makes too much of a mess and this is suggested for hogs:).
He doesn't like the fact he cant dig in it, and spent the last half an hour ripping it all to shreds. Lovely.
Day two of nape piercing:
It's beyond sore. But bareable. Like a constant aching.
Yay.
G'bye.
Today I attempted to revise Geography.
And that is all.
Oh; I also cleaned out my hedgehog's cage, and changed his bedding to kitchen roll cause he makes too much of a mess and this is suggested for hogs:).
He doesn't like the fact he cant dig in it, and spent the last half an hour ripping it all to shreds. Lovely.
Day two of nape piercing:
It's beyond sore. But bareable. Like a constant aching.
Yay.
G'bye.
15/01- Nape.
Hi guys;
Today was quite awesome.
I went into reading with Benjamin and we went straight to the piercing parlour in town, where I sat waiting to get my nape done. Then this police man casually came in and we were both like. What. Well. That's a good sign. And he was upstairs for a while (where tattoos and piercings get done) and then he came back down, but he was just like " Hi guys, see you later (To the receptionist)" So I assume it wasn't anything bad.
And I was basically pooping myself; I watched a few you tube videos which made things a bit disconcerting.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbahUvZzYcQ
(FYI That's not me, That's just one of the many videos I watched)
Mmm..
So yes; I got it done, And it didn't hurt as much as I was expecting, which is good I S'pose. Still hurt like a bitch though. (Excuse my language).
Here it is! :
I love it!
Anyway, Before that I had a big bandage thing on my neck:
Which got me a few odd looks.
Then Ben and I went to Nandos for lunch. which was incredibly awesome and yummy.
Then we went home and watch Ten things I hate about you, which is quite a decent film I believe.
And thennnn I had a very long nap.
And thennnnnnn I walked home.
I feel like a 10 year old writing a little story with the amount of " and then"s I just put in; sorry!.
So yes; That was my day.
It was awesome.
Today was quite awesome.
I went into reading with Benjamin and we went straight to the piercing parlour in town, where I sat waiting to get my nape done. Then this police man casually came in and we were both like. What. Well. That's a good sign. And he was upstairs for a while (where tattoos and piercings get done) and then he came back down, but he was just like " Hi guys, see you later (To the receptionist)" So I assume it wasn't anything bad.
And I was basically pooping myself; I watched a few you tube videos which made things a bit disconcerting.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbahUvZzYcQ
(FYI That's not me, That's just one of the many videos I watched)
Mmm..
So yes; I got it done, And it didn't hurt as much as I was expecting, which is good I S'pose. Still hurt like a bitch though. (Excuse my language).
Here it is! :
Anyway, Before that I had a big bandage thing on my neck:
Which got me a few odd looks.
Then Ben and I went to Nandos for lunch. which was incredibly awesome and yummy.
Then we went home and watch Ten things I hate about you, which is quite a decent film I believe.
And thennnn I had a very long nap.
And thennnnnnn I walked home.
I feel like a 10 year old writing a little story with the amount of " and then"s I just put in; sorry!.
So yes; That was my day.
It was awesome.
Friday 14 January 2011
14/01- The game
Oh hello There;
The Game.
You just lost it.
If you don't understand that, goggle it, it is a great conversation starter.
I just had to be reminded again to right this by a certain Will Davison; So thanks for that!
Today was Friday (if you didn't realise); Dull, dull Friday.
Another day where I have frankly, done nothing.
I had three free periods where all I did was text people and paint my nails - productive.
The most exciting thing today was receiving a package; and then being disappointed when I opened it up to find my C2 Math module book.. *sigh*.
I bought four new tees from my Favoritest store ever this morning/late last night.
Here they are:
1st: Animals from extincted- undead.
2nd: Phobias ( The far right top is the back of the tee)
3rd: dot to dot robot! The far right, bottom is the t shirt in the dark! (Oh yeah, it glows ; ) )
4th: Zombie dance. haha.
Actually beyond excited; they should arrive in.. 1-4 weeks ( they are from America and I got the cheapest shipping because I am poor).
So, Yes.
Nape piercings tomorrow; Scared yet beyond excited!
Well there's silence now;
There's nothing more to gain,
And it isn't right if I can't run away,
Because it kills the moon;
When there's nothing left to say,
And all I can do,
Is sit and let the air speak for you.
-Parachute.
Byee.
The Game.
You just lost it.
If you don't understand that, goggle it, it is a great conversation starter.
I just had to be reminded again to right this by a certain Will Davison; So thanks for that!
Today was Friday (if you didn't realise); Dull, dull Friday.
Another day where I have frankly, done nothing.
I had three free periods where all I did was text people and paint my nails - productive.
The most exciting thing today was receiving a package; and then being disappointed when I opened it up to find my C2 Math module book.. *sigh*.
I bought four new tees from my Favoritest store ever this morning/late last night.
Here they are:
1st: Animals from extincted- undead.
2nd: Phobias ( The far right top is the back of the tee)
3rd: dot to dot robot! The far right, bottom is the t shirt in the dark! (Oh yeah, it glows ; ) )
4th: Zombie dance. haha.
Actually beyond excited; they should arrive in.. 1-4 weeks ( they are from America and I got the cheapest shipping because I am poor).
So, Yes.
Nape piercings tomorrow; Scared yet beyond excited!
Well there's silence now;
There's nothing more to gain,
And it isn't right if I can't run away,
Because it kills the moon;
When there's nothing left to say,
And all I can do,
Is sit and let the air speak for you.
-Parachute.
Byee.
Thursday 13 January 2011
13/01- Un-describable
Hi;
I am only writing this because I got reminded by someone in conversation; so blame them for this post.
Today was long, very long. Starting with waking up late, with around four hours sleep on and off, I was just not in the mood. Yet, I still dragged myself to school looking like the living dead to get to my Chemistry exam.
Which, I will not go into, But lets just say; Re-take. It is un-describable how I currently feel; All emotion just washed; not just because of Chemistry, but other pretences.
And I had no study periods, meaning I had a full day of lessons. Ugh. Hello new syllabus for the next modules/chapters.. basically next exam! I look forward to tomorrow, three free periods, statistic math (A math lesson I actually enjoy.. *sigh*) and then Chemistry, another lesson I look forward to starting the new syllabus for. And then, The weekend. Thank God.
Finally a break, oh wait. No. I have another exam to revise for; Geography. Well; another exam to fail should I say. I haven't even looked at anything geography related, I have been too focused on my other subjects (bar math) to even care. But now I have to cram everything in the next few days ready for my exam. This is the life.
Though I am going into town Saturday to get my Nape pierced.
It will look a tad like this:
So yeah. Like a little after exam present.
For anyone who doesn't know, I love piercings. I have twelve, had thirteen (removed my smiley due to fear of gum damage.. haha), so nape will be my thirteenth.
I wish People could keep some thing to themselves. I don't understand their thought process, but obviously hurting others and consequences does not come into play.
Anyway; That's really all for today.
I am only writing this because I got reminded by someone in conversation; so blame them for this post.
Today was long, very long. Starting with waking up late, with around four hours sleep on and off, I was just not in the mood. Yet, I still dragged myself to school looking like the living dead to get to my Chemistry exam.
Which, I will not go into, But lets just say; Re-take. It is un-describable how I currently feel; All emotion just washed; not just because of Chemistry, but other pretences.
And I had no study periods, meaning I had a full day of lessons. Ugh. Hello new syllabus for the next modules/chapters.. basically next exam! I look forward to tomorrow, three free periods, statistic math (A math lesson I actually enjoy.. *sigh*) and then Chemistry, another lesson I look forward to starting the new syllabus for. And then, The weekend. Thank God.
Finally a break, oh wait. No. I have another exam to revise for; Geography. Well; another exam to fail should I say. I haven't even looked at anything geography related, I have been too focused on my other subjects (bar math) to even care. But now I have to cram everything in the next few days ready for my exam. This is the life.
Though I am going into town Saturday to get my Nape pierced.
It will look a tad like this:
And then like this after I have done my second one ( After this one has healed):
For anyone who doesn't know, I love piercings. I have twelve, had thirteen (removed my smiley due to fear of gum damage.. haha), so nape will be my thirteenth.
I wish People could keep some thing to themselves. I don't understand their thought process, but obviously hurting others and consequences does not come into play.
Anyway; That's really all for today.
Wednesday 12 January 2011
12/01- Revision. Again.
Hello;
Today I did more revision, surprise surprise.
Hence why this is going to be a short entry, because frankly, I did nothing.
I left school at period 2; I'm a rebel with good intention.. I left to revise... And actually came back into school afterwards for an after-school revision lesson; so that cancels out that 'rebellious' thing. I signed out saying I had the dentist because at the time I couldn't remember how to spell Orthodontist and no one else had written it in the late book yet. So. Yeah.
Chemistry exam tomorrow morning; In ten and a half hours to be precise. Shoot; shouldn't have thought that, Now I am panicking. Oh well; I feel, uh, Slightly.. And that's a BIG slightly, confident with Chemistry. Its the subject I get the most consistent marks, but it this is the exam (other than math) that I have revised the least on.
Wish me luck; I'm going to need it!
Nightttt.
Today I did more revision, surprise surprise.
Hence why this is going to be a short entry, because frankly, I did nothing.
I left school at period 2; I'm a rebel with good intention.. I left to revise... And actually came back into school afterwards for an after-school revision lesson; so that cancels out that 'rebellious' thing. I signed out saying I had the dentist because at the time I couldn't remember how to spell Orthodontist and no one else had written it in the late book yet. So. Yeah.
Chemistry exam tomorrow morning; In ten and a half hours to be precise. Shoot; shouldn't have thought that, Now I am panicking. Oh well; I feel, uh, Slightly.. And that's a BIG slightly, confident with Chemistry. Its the subject I get the most consistent marks, but it this is the exam (other than math) that I have revised the least on.
Wish me luck; I'm going to need it!
Nightttt.
Tuesday 11 January 2011
11/01- Hectic
Greetings one and all.
Yes. I know I haven't posted in several days but; I have had my exams.
And yes, I know that isn't much of an excuse; Sorry!
But now I have done my biology and math exam all I have left is Chemistry on Thursday and Geography on the 21st, then that's all my subjects done! well.. Other than the next half a year more of exams etc. of course.
I am fully confident I am going to drop math after this year, however I did quite enjoy my statistics lesson today; Maybe because I did 2 pages of writing and no pure math. This course looks more promising than pure math that's for sure.
Anyway; That's all for now, G'bye.
Yes. I know I haven't posted in several days but; I have had my exams.
And yes, I know that isn't much of an excuse; Sorry!
But now I have done my biology and math exam all I have left is Chemistry on Thursday and Geography on the 21st, then that's all my subjects done! well.. Other than the next half a year more of exams etc. of course.
I am fully confident I am going to drop math after this year, however I did quite enjoy my statistics lesson today; Maybe because I did 2 pages of writing and no pure math. This course looks more promising than pure math that's for sure.
Anyway; That's all for now, G'bye.
08/01- Stress
Hi guys; I know this isn't the 08th but, well, Yeah tough luck.
On this day I did nothing but well. revised. And was too busy and stressed to leave a blog.
Sorry!
On this day I did nothing but well. revised. And was too busy and stressed to leave a blog.
Sorry!
Friday 7 January 2011
07/01- Yawn.
Helloo again,
I keep missing days due to my ever so hectic life right now.. *ahem*.
I get up, walk to school, have school, stay behind for revision, walk home late, colapse on my bed and sleep for an hour, revise more, bed.
And I feel horribly ill all the while..
As well as constantly sleepy, I've never yawned so much before!
Not to mention I am basicly babysitting my hedgehog; who knew it could poop and eat so much.. Haha. Though, I still love him.
Good night!.
I keep missing days due to my ever so hectic life right now.. *ahem*.
I get up, walk to school, have school, stay behind for revision, walk home late, colapse on my bed and sleep for an hour, revise more, bed.
And I feel horribly ill all the while..
As well as constantly sleepy, I've never yawned so much before!
Not to mention I am basicly babysitting my hedgehog; who knew it could poop and eat so much.. Haha. Though, I still love him.
Good night!.
Tuesday 4 January 2011
04/01- Back to School.
Hello again;
today I went back to school; ofcourse packing for monday (it is tuesday for anyone as dim as me..) I had double math to start (kill me now) and then biology, free, and a talk about alcoholism for an hour..
My tonsilitis; I believe, is back *sigh*, and no better timing, less than a week until my exams, and it already hurts to swallow.
In the talk I had to stand as there was no more seats or room, after twenty minutes, I felt faint, like I was about to throw up all my insides every where, and my vision completely blurred into nothingness; hoorah. I took to the closest exit - a fire door, and took deep slow breaths; seemed to work.
Then I stayed behind for two hours to revise.. *yawn*.
Then I went home and Ben came round:).
Played with my baby hedhehog for god knows how long, discussed a few books, and then it was time for Ben to go home.
Now I am in bed writting this very last minute, when I would much rather sleep!
So I shall try do just that;
Goodnight.
today I went back to school; ofcourse packing for monday (it is tuesday for anyone as dim as me..) I had double math to start (kill me now) and then biology, free, and a talk about alcoholism for an hour..
My tonsilitis; I believe, is back *sigh*, and no better timing, less than a week until my exams, and it already hurts to swallow.
In the talk I had to stand as there was no more seats or room, after twenty minutes, I felt faint, like I was about to throw up all my insides every where, and my vision completely blurred into nothingness; hoorah. I took to the closest exit - a fire door, and took deep slow breaths; seemed to work.
Then I stayed behind for two hours to revise.. *yawn*.
Then I went home and Ben came round:).
Played with my baby hedhehog for god knows how long, discussed a few books, and then it was time for Ben to go home.
Now I am in bed writting this very last minute, when I would much rather sleep!
So I shall try do just that;
Goodnight.
Monday 3 January 2011
03/01- Zzz.
Greetings!
Today I slept in, well thats an understatement.. and read a book until around five. Then I had a shower and Ben came over. And the my neigbors. And then a few family friends. And we had dinner and chatted.
Then we watched the newer version of charlie and the chocolate factorie (after m neighbor's comment I saw willy Wonka as a very close resembulance to Micheal Jackson.. *sigh*).
Then I was forced to show my family friends my pets; one my one I took them down stairs - hedgehog, leopard geckos, and finally my corn snake. Couldn't really bring the fishy, haha.
Currently I am having a panic attack as my exams are in exactly one week today.. Kill me now, I am beyond stressed.. I just cannot sleep!
So, good night, I am off to carry on being restless in my bed..
P.s; my computer is stilllll broken; *deep sigh..*.
Today I slept in, well thats an understatement.. and read a book until around five. Then I had a shower and Ben came over. And the my neigbors. And then a few family friends. And we had dinner and chatted.
Then we watched the newer version of charlie and the chocolate factorie (after m neighbor's comment I saw willy Wonka as a very close resembulance to Micheal Jackson.. *sigh*).
Then I was forced to show my family friends my pets; one my one I took them down stairs - hedgehog, leopard geckos, and finally my corn snake. Couldn't really bring the fishy, haha.
Currently I am having a panic attack as my exams are in exactly one week today.. Kill me now, I am beyond stressed.. I just cannot sleep!
So, good night, I am off to carry on being restless in my bed..
P.s; my computer is stilllll broken; *deep sigh..*.
02/01- Six hours later
Hello;
I know it is technically the third, but it is two thirty AM and I havn't gone to bed yet, therefore I am writting this as my second day entry, I don't want to have missed a day this early on in the year!
The reason I have forgotten to write is because I did nothing much today.
I drove back from scotland, and six hours later I was back home; then I went to colllect Timothy(my baby hedgehog <3 ). It was lovely seeing Ben (who was looking after him) again, though it was only breif, and then I went home. I had timothy out and he didn't poop asss much (thank god...) and he was lovely, but seemed bigger, and like I missed him growing up. All his baby quills that were just pokeing through last time I checked had grown, but he still dropped twelve baby quills that I saw of today, so he isn't fully grown yet!
And thats about it; see you tomorrow/ later, however you wish to look at it..
I know it is technically the third, but it is two thirty AM and I havn't gone to bed yet, therefore I am writting this as my second day entry, I don't want to have missed a day this early on in the year!
The reason I have forgotten to write is because I did nothing much today.
I drove back from scotland, and six hours later I was back home; then I went to colllect Timothy(my baby hedgehog <3 ). It was lovely seeing Ben (who was looking after him) again, though it was only breif, and then I went home. I had timothy out and he didn't poop asss much (thank god...) and he was lovely, but seemed bigger, and like I missed him growing up. All his baby quills that were just pokeing through last time I checked had grown, but he still dropped twelve baby quills that I saw of today, so he isn't fully grown yet!
And thats about it; see you tomorrow/ later, however you wish to look at it..
Saturday 1 January 2011
1/01- A new Start.
Hello,
welcome to twenty eleven. Quite frankly that has no ring to it at all; I miss the sound of two thousand and one-nine.. Its sounded much better.. Summer of '09.. Summer of '11 sounds so stupid.
If you are supposed to start as you mean to go on.. I have not started impecibly well. I have a feeling this year will be boring and uninteresting. However, this year is a new chapter, if you will, a new blank canvas, and I may paint, sketch, draw, colour what I want upon it. Of course my analogie only works to an extent, other people could paint on thick black lines if they wish, or in a less pessimistic view, maybe someone will come and fill my canvas with an amalgamation of colours.. I wish.
welcome to twenty eleven. Quite frankly that has no ring to it at all; I miss the sound of two thousand and one-nine.. Its sounded much better.. Summer of '09.. Summer of '11 sounds so stupid.
If you are supposed to start as you mean to go on.. I have not started impecibly well. I have a feeling this year will be boring and uninteresting. However, this year is a new chapter, if you will, a new blank canvas, and I may paint, sketch, draw, colour what I want upon it. Of course my analogie only works to an extent, other people could paint on thick black lines if they wish, or in a less pessimistic view, maybe someone will come and fill my canvas with an amalgamation of colours.. I wish.
Today I did nothing.
Quite literally. I woke up; depressed from last nights lack of anything, and had breakfast. And that was it.
Up until now I have done nothing.
I have been in my room since this morning doing nothing.
Nothing but revise and read New Moon.. And I have now finished it.. it only took me 4hours to read it. But, hey, lets not get into how considerably bad the book is.
I am now waiting for dinner; having not eaten since breakfast as my deserted me off on a long walk and didnt come back until under an hour ago. I am apparently having steak pie - a scottish tradition.
I am fond of pie.
Anywho; I am going to have a nap whilst I wait for dinner, bye.
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